Mehh, The more and more I think about it, the more I realize I am probably wasting my time. I hate feeling this way.  I know I should just be having fun, but it doesn’t work that way when feelings come into play.
The thought of ruining so many friendships, the drama that will come at me, and the thought of eventually ending things and losing even more friends.. all haunting me in my head.

So now to decide to end things now, or just keep having fun and wait it out….bleh

I guess now we will see…

Please don’t let happen what I think is going to happen. :’(